Wednesday, January 7, 2009

what would jesus do?


yes we in fact are triplets! ya i know the picture is random but i loved it! ok so holidays were great love the christmas season but off to a new year hasn't been all that easy i just discoverd some things about a friend i really care about and i feel like im the one to blame and like a whole bunch of people are going to be angry at me for it but yet i was told by this friend that im not to say a word about anything to anyone but i tell my mom everything and she knows all and i just feel like im being told a million different things by all sorts of people and i feel like its taking me away spiritually from heavanly father i care about this friend but i know the things this friend has done are wrong and i wanna help but the friend knows its wrong but doesn't wanna stop hes amazing and has so much hope for the future but this is closing off all hope for him and making me sick im so torn and don't know whats right anymore its making me so lost but i feel like i shouldn't give up on him but i also feel like i care more then he ever will my heart aches and i just fill empty and torn and hardest of all its hard to not judge him but its all i can do i hope this sistutaion ends soon and ends happily! if theres any advice i sure would love to hear it!