so this time last year i was in the hospital and i just wanna say that im so greatful to have my health! you don't even realize how precious life is until your laying in a hospital bed being told by doctors theres nothing left they can do for you being 21 and sitting on the edge of life is scary its something you never wanna be told i still had my whole life in front of me and here i was laying in a hospital bed holding onto life but yet its hard to move on always thinking that i need to be careful and that i cant be happy or elsae i'll get sick again its hard to live each day like its my last cause it almost happend i live everyday scared but coming into this holiday season its hard not to be happy with so much i have two beautiful twin nieces my amazing family and my health its been a hard year and an even harder last few weeks but im just glade and thankful im not in the hospital and have alot to be happy and gratful for!